The pain eventually turns to pleasure and then you beg for more, deeper and harder. The only thing that matters at that point is giving your ass for his pleasure and needing his seed deep inside you.
I need to be broken in like this. Pussy certainly can't compete with tight man butt. That said, I cant wait to take a dick deep inside me for the first time. I can't wait to have my legs pushed back and made to moan like a virgin school girl.